Daddy where are you,
I'm tired and scared.
Daddy where are you,
Don't you still care?
Daddy where are you,
Mom is so cold.
Daddy where are you,
I'm all so alone.
Mommy where's daddy? Why did he leave?
Was i not good enough? Was it all me?
Mommy so pale, mommy don't cry,
Mommy don't leave me i promise I'll try.
Daddy where are you? Do you remember me still?
The small brown haired girl with torn and skinned knees.
Do you remember my siblings? The four little babies you left me to raise?
Daddy oh daddy,you've missed all too much.
Mom and i get along just fine,
Now that i don't see the pain in her blue eyes,
So alike mine.
I can't forgive you for
I watch as,
Bones crack and blood flows,
bruises spread and screams grow
Angry whispers through the night
filing minds with red hot fright
Voices rise and people cheer
they love the violence born here
I know one day
that will be me
Fighting my way to stay free.
I don't know when and i don't know how
But it doesn't matter to me,
No, not now.
One day i'll get out of this angry world,
full of the lonely and misunderstood.
Out from where gunshots echo everyday
And a thriving pain that never goes away.
I wanna talk about it by twistedsong25, literature
Literature
I wanna talk about it
I want to talk about the loneliness.
How her heart had to break
Under the pain of being forgotten
How she looked for love
never to find a single kindness
How sad it was for the pain to be like an old friend
returning again and again
Never leaving her side
Talk about the fear
of being alone
How it boils and simmers
In red hot waves and takes the hummanity away
Hiding it under an avalanch of uncertainty
Not to be found under the destruction of her
Past, present and future
Talk about the anger
Of not knowing
Whats wrong with her?
Why shes constantly left to the hard world
Alone and destroyed
Knowing nothing
Seeing everything
And why people avoi
Broken, cracked, and smashed.
My heart breaks in
long
thin rivers
bleeding words long forgotten
memories of us
dance behind
dull blue eyes once bright
Did i mean nothing to you?
Was it easy leaving me?
like throwing out the trash?
unwanted, unloved, destroyed
Are you really gone?
I can still see you
in my dreams you walk
a ghost
a shadow
I remember you
teeming with life
excitement and love
bright on your face
my hand tight in yours
as you slip away
farther from me
out of my reach
im all alone
as i tightly grasp for something
in a world so big and scary
im left in the dark
as i reach for a hand
no one comes
leave me here broken and a
What I am.
I am the small dirty fingers digging deep in the mud for a treasure unknown.
I am the swaying tree branches
reaching
for the endless blue
sky.
I am the danger in the darkness,
adrenaline
And the tight uncomfortable
feeling of fear.
I am only me.
I am the pounding of feet on blacktop.
I am the cold stickiness of a Popsicle
melting in the warm summer sun.
I am only me.
I am the pages of a book well used
faded,
folded and yellow.
I am the war
outside
my bedroom door
that does
not
stop.
I am the warm tears
streaming down a hopeless face
and the cracks in a broken heart.
I am only me.
I am the loneliness
that kills and
Dear future,
Full of doubt and uncertainty
Unopened boxes and bitter resentment
Life's hard on your own
Especially when your not prepared
Now it's time to grow up
To work till my fingers bleed
Because I have no other choice
They didn't leave me one
Here's to the future
Dark and intimidating
Others have had worse
But as sad as it is
Nothing matters as long as it isn't you
But I guess that "you" is me now
Don't you care that your forcing me out?
To either live on my own or leave all that I love behind
For bonds to break, love to fade, and happiness to shrivel
An overexageration you tell me, all is not lost
But it is
I will not leave the man I
Dear Past,
Can I tell you what its like to be depressed?
To feel suffocated, abandoned, and lonely even surrounded by people..
To come home after school and sleep the days away because I preferred the nothingness to reality?
How was it we were so close yet you never caught on to the decreasing smiles, bitter laughs and lengthened silences without a single word spoken?
Did you not even care? Or am I just that good at acting?
It's cold and dark, this pit I'm in.
The walls seemingly coated in butter and slime,
no matter how hard I claw, climb and jump,
there's no way out, no light at the other end
no searching hand or helpful words.
I'm alone ag
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